Life

Well, life has yet again gotten in my way of posting. I still take pictures every day so as to be faithful to my project...but I had a little family thing come up last week.

My Dad had to have a rather emergency surgery and he lost half of his left foot. For those of you who speak doctor...he lost his toes through his metatarsals. It's been a LONG week.

The good thing? I've desperately missed my family and friends so getting to see them, even despite the circumstances, has been much needed. Oh, yeah and NO ONE IS DEAD. This is sad, but that's the first time I can say that in a long time. I've had three deaths in my family this year and three is enough for me, thank you.

I'm ready to get back to Huntsville and see my husband and my friends and just take it easy over the next couple of months. I'm going to try to post on Tuesday, as I will be driving most of Sunday/Monday.

<3 yall

Um. Yeah....

...not exactly the beginning of the day I had planned.

Pretty sure my dog ate an entire container of cocoa snaps. You know...BITTERSWEET chocolate. Kind of the worst kind.

:sigh:

One of Them Days

Yeah it was one of those days.

I woke up a little late...my bottle of conditioner was empty. My dog vommed. I got to class JUST in time AND I got my test back (got an A...today's saving grace is Anatomy? Lame) got into a car accident (minor fender bender). Took another test. Got home later than expected...rushed around...DROPPED MY COMPUTER. Said a few prayers and let my computer go (for good this time) got the cake for our cast members birthday. Was late to call. Disappointed a cast member. Fixed 8,000 buttons (more failure on my part). Oh, and I think I might only have like two friends in Huntsville.

Yeah.

I kind of hate today.

I hate days like today because no matter what I do I just feel like I've failed someone. Plus I have insecurity issues about people liking me and when I think I've done something wrong or could have done something better...I just feel awful and I feel like everyone hates me. I feel like that kid that tries too hard...you know the one. I want people to like me and I want to have a "group" like I had at home and then I try really hard to put myself out there except when I do I end up just making an ass of myself in some way....:sigh:

The thing is...I've never really been in the "in" group. I don't know why I thought that would change now. The funny part is, I never thought I cared about that kind of stuff. I guess I was in denial. I miss my family and my friends. I miss the life I worked hard to build for myself for the last 23 years. I miss my support group.

I know...sad and whiny. But that's just the kind of day I had. Tomorrow will be better. and I'm taking pictures of my GORGEOUS friend Erin so hopefully that will brighten my day <3

I missed a few days...big surprise

I'm WAY too busy. I need to get rid of something in my life! Here's my story:

I've been doing theatre, school, family, friends, photography, blogging, job hunting, and pretty much everything else in between. I'm not complaining, mind you, I'm just letting you know the amount of my busy-ness before I tell you my story.

SO...a few weeks ago I got pulled over (not for speeding...what?) because my tags were old. Whoops. Now, I know I'm an adult and I have to be responsible about remembering that stuff...but with a wedding, honeymoon, and my grandmother dying? Well...it sort of slipped my mind. (And I never got a reminder!Thanks, yall) So anyway I had a court date assigned where I was going to go and explain all that. I paid for my tags (and the late fee) so I'm not really at fault anymore. The cop told me I wouldn't have to pay the ticket if I took care of the tags. So really? Not a big deal just a little time out of my day. Except the part where I FORGOT TO GO TO COURT.

::smacksheadagainstwallseveraltimes::

I need like...a calendar? Or a personal assistant. I'm so freaking busy all the time I feel like I am always forgetting something! Every time I sit down to post pictures or write a blog entry I get a phone call about something else I need to do. SHEESH. I need to learn how to say NO to people. Anyone else have that problem? All in all, it's not really an excuse for my missing entries/pictures but expect before and afters tomorrow (for the last two days) plus a few new ones I took of The Frazz's child. Yeah she's my muse.